So... What next?

26/10/2009

Sad and unbelievable, but true. I have left Austin...

Austin is a trap filled with honey and general sugary goodness. My plan initially was to stay for a couple of weeks and I ended up being there for more than two months.

I made fantastic new friends, joined the most fun events, got introduced to so many new ways of thinking and spent loads of time at a skydiving dropzone (shameless plug) with some of the best people around (I love you guys!).

It was time for me to move on though. Don't get me wrong, I could easily stick around for a hell of a lot longer, but there is much more to discover. And especially after the ways Austin broadened my mind, I believe it's somewhere on the road where I will find the answers to all my new questions.

So after yet another INCREDIBLE see-you-soon party at TC's lounge,









surrounded by all my favourite Austinites and non (whom I had asked to show up in tu-tus - kudos to the ones that did), dancing at the crazy rhythms of Soul Track Mind and then a full weekend at the dropzone, I have just arrived in New Orleans, Louisiana.

There is lots of fun to be had, lots of new people to meet, lots of soul-searching to undertake. Even though I miss Austin and all it comes with like hell, I can't wait for the surprises that lie ahead of me! :)

"Too many fragments of the spirit have I scattered in these streets, and too many are children of my longing that walk naked among these hills, and I cannot withdraw from them without a burden and an ache.
It is not a garment I cast off this day, but a skin that I tear with my own hands.
Nor is it a thought I leave behind me, but a heart made sweet with hunger and with thirst." - Kahlil Gibran

M.

18/10/2009

You must have figured it out by now that Austin has some crazy, hilarious events going down (You do remember I got back in Austin right? my birthday, ACL... come on, keep up!). Well, this month that I have spent here after Burning Man has been no exception.

Crazy parties, live music of all sorts, insane costumes, silly people and gatherings out of nowhere have been keeping me more than busy. The highlights of it all though, by miles, were a Dr. Sketchy night and the infamous (by now) Animalesque show.

Dr. Sketchy is an art event where one or more models go on stage and a few dozens of people come with their sketchpads and colors and draw the models in their various positions. Twist here is, there is plenty of beer involved. :)
D. runs this show and she asked me to be one of the models for a special Dr. Sketchy night that would be a fundraised and promotional event for the upcoming Animalesque.

Did I say no? Of course not. So there I was, for half an hour on stage, dressed up as a lion and choosing a number of poses for the "artists" to be creative with. At the end of it all, I got some pretty good feedback by the people drawing me and personally, I had a blast. The photos I believe give a pretty clear idea of the outcome.







And having gone through my first "modelling" experience, there came Animalesque.

This was an animal themed Burlesque show and all money made of it would be donated to the Austin Pets Alive organisation, hence the name of the event. This was obviously going to be such a fun event and when I was asked to perform, I jumped right at the opportunity.

We did a joint skit with D., for which we needed to prepare making costumes, rehearsing, improvising... And in the end it all turned out quite funny and sexy. ;)



In the end, the whole night has a HUGE turnout, with about 230 people showing up to see everyone perform and every single one of the approximately 20 performers had an amazing time. People cheering, screaming and applauding everyone's creative and performances. It could not have been any better.
Here's the video of it. I will let you guys figure out who we were supposed to be. :)



M.

18/09/2009

M. treated me like a king during the week I spent in Phoenix. She showed me around the city, she cooked delicious goodies and made me feel at home. The highlight of it all though, I would say was the Arizona Fall Frenzy music festival,





and in there to be more specific, seeing the B-52s live on stage.

Now, I don't know how many of you -if any- have ever seen the B-52s live. I never had listened to their music and only after seeing them sing it, did I realise that Loveshack is one of their "hits".

So, imagine you have a band and your little cousin who plays the guitar always wanted to be in a band. So you let him join. And there he is, on stage, playing it kinda cool, slightly expression-less (he is a famous, arrogant rock star after all) and overall not contributing much to the band, neither with his stage performance, nor with his guitar-playing skills.

Of course, having put your little cousin in the band, his dad -your uncle- comes into play too. He needs to be part of this because he always believed he can be a star. And surely enough, on stage, not too far from his kid, with his funky little glasses on and his 70's-style clothes (mainly coz that's when he discovered sex, drugs and rock 'n' roll), he is all serious and devoted to his style of singing. Inside, he is thinking to himself "I rock! I'm very good at this and I will show it to everyone. By being very focused, sharp and serious, I'll do this right!". And he thinks that having as his only movement an occasional on-the-spot army march, he is actually making a statement and idolizing himself. He keeps repeating to himself "Damn, I'm good!", but without showing any emotion or excitement.

In the meantime, getting your cousin and uncle in the band would probably cause a volcano-like eruption if you didn't include your auntie too. She never quite got the hang of acting and performing though, let alone singing. So when up on stage, right next your dear uncle, she's dressed up in her fancy, red dress, that she saves for a special occasion and has dyed her hair extra red too.And she's standing there, in front of the microphone, but she's not quite sure what to do with it. Luckily, she remembers what she is supposed to sing, when she is supposed to sing it, and every time it's her turn, she kinda shouts the words out in a half-stressed way, while shaking her body towards random directions, as if she is trying to hula-hoop for the first time in her life. And every so often, she gives your uncle a quick look, to make sure that he is still there, with the microphone in his hand, giving her that reassurance that the show is still going and she's not left alone on stage, looking oblivious of what's happening. So she keeps "singing" some words when need be, while having a look on her face that says "Ummm... I guess this is what I am supposed to say now. Ummm... shit... Is that... right? And... Do I... do I turn this way now? Damn these heels are too high."

Last but not least, you have the guest star. Your mom. A lady who will never admit it, but she would be irreversably hurt and offended had you placed half your family on your band, but left her out. She got ready for her big moment of fame. She spent 4 hours at the hair salon to make an almost Marge Simpson-like hairstyle,



slipped into her tight, white, long dress which seems to be 2-3 sizes small for her and jumped on stage. She grabbed the microphone and the crowd started to cringe. She still thinks she is the best and the most important of all members of the group and is putting on a performance that makes the crowd understand that her all-time musical idol is baby spice. She still can't sing for shit though and every step of hers looks like she is about to fall off her 12 inch heels.

And this group that seems to be the Adams Family of 80's pop music is still on stage, singing over and over and over again...

Ladies and gentlemen... The B-52s!



After seeing them, I couldn't decide if it was the worst live music performance I had ever seen, or if it was so bizarrely surreal and horrific, that it actually became entertaining. Whichever the case, I feel warped and dazed...

M.

14/09/2009

The Grand Canyon is not called "Grand" just for the hell of it. If you think it's big, you're not thinking big enough!





From the moment we started figuring out where to go and which road to take, we realised that it's not just a 2 hours ride all around it. Not by a long shot. Apparently, one can visit either the north rim or the south rim and the distance between the two is about 450 kilometers. So to go around it, you're looking at almost 1000 kilometers. So make sure you don't forget your bag before setting off.



Once we got there, we really could not believe our eyes! The endless canyon-like (surprised?) landscape extended as far as our eyes could see. Color and shadow variations to our heart's content and breathtaking views wherever we looked.



We drove around a bit, inside the Grand Canyon park and decided to spend the night parked at the Grandview trail point.

We set the alarm clock for well early the following morning. Had to catch the sunrise to start with and boy, was that worth it.



It reminded me a bit of the sunrise at Machu Picchu in Peru. Watching the rocky surfaces of the canyon getting gently caressed by the first rays of light, taking a new form every moment, reflecting more and more light towards everything around them. It was a very peaceful and soothing sight.

As soon as we enjoyed that as much as we could, we got our stuff together and began the trail downwards.


So choose your breakfast wisely.

After a bit more than a couple of hours, we had reached the Horseshoe Mesa, which offered yet another spectacular view of the canyon, right from its heart.


My face seems to have adapted to the colour of the stones.



The way down was easy and we got kinda cocky. Couldn't say the same thing for the walk back up though. Daaaaaaaamn, that was tougher than I thought. Once again, it reminded me of Machu Picchu and the 13000 steps around Huayna Picchu. Ok, so this one was not THAT hard, but I still ended up huffin and puffin and lying flat on the ground as soon as we arrived at the top. My reaction when finishing the trek down and up kinda scared and deterred people from doing it themselves. :)

The trek took us a good few hours and by the time we got back, we needed the rest, so we decided to spend another night in the park. Nothing wrong with watching yet another spectacular sundown and cooking pasta on the rim of the grand canyon really.



The next day N. was gonna make his way towards Colorado, so I left him somewhere that he could hitch hike it out and I headed back south. I drove down a beautiful country road, through thick forrests and "little house on the prairie"-style farm houses. I made a quick stop in Sedona too, a cute little town (although way too touristy) amongst the red rocks



and finally arrived in Phoenix, to visit my friend M.

M. (not my friend. Me. :p )

11/09/2009

Leaving Burning Man was a nasty blow by itself. No matter how dirty, dusty, sleepy, hungry people are, no one wants to leave all that they created and experienced, and I was no exception. But starting the road trip again, and this time with L. as a co-pilot, made it that little bit easier. :)

As soon as we left the playa, we made a bit of a detour to visit the some geisers nearby, called the Fly Geysers, and their hot spring. I had read that it is located on private land and the caretaker is fed up with burners visiting it after the festival, so he's pretty snappy about it. Indeed, I went over to speak to him and he did not exactly have a welcoming attitude. Somehow though, I managed to persuade him to let us through for half an hour. He even advised us to have a dip at the hot spring just behind the geyser! Obviously, we did not waste any time. :)

The geyser was apparently formed accidentally when a water well drill hit a geothermal source.



That drill caused this geyser, while putting the already existing one to a dormant state. As for its colours.... I don't know what's the reason behind that, but they are extremely impressive.



After the quick stop at the geyser, our first stop was Reno. A proper shower was definitely in order after 10 days covered with dust, sweat and whatever other crap does not come off by wiping it off with your arm.


Found this message on my car the following morning

So, lots of soap and water and a good night's sleep was practically a 90% of our experience in the casino-filled city. (I think the other 10% was the humongous burger I had for lunch the next day.

We got back on the road and headed towards Tahoe and its lake. Lovely little quiet place, where again we did not miss out on the opportunity to get in the water. (It seems after Burning Man any opportunity for water is not to be taken lightly). Crazy thing about the lake was that we were waking and walking in the water and we had barely gotten our waists wet.



Couldn't believe how shallow it was. I was literally walking next to parked speedboats! :)

At that point we were torn between going to San Fransisco or going to Las Vegas (it's a hard life, isn't it?). Although we were not ecstatic about Vegas, we ruled out the possibility of San Fran because L. had a flight booked for 3 days later from Flagstaff, Arizona, so we had no choice but to head towards that direction. On the way there, around 2am, we decided to stop on the side of the road and sleep a bit. We were in the middle of nowhere, in the desert, a landscape that made it very surreal seeing a van pulled up with all its curtains lowered.



Something that the local law enforcement probably considered weird enough to come and knock on the door and wake us up in the morning. All the police officer wanted was to make sure that we were ok, but since we had slept with the side door open, it was a bit alarming for me to wake up and see someone's head in front of the open door.

Being in Vegas was a huge shock to the system.


Yes, this is not Paris. It's Vegas!

I do not deny the fact that it was interesting to be there again 13 years after the first time I had visited it and to actually see different kinds of people.



Other than that though, it was far from what we needed at that point (or any point). We went from one extreme to the other. Black Rock City is a place run by love, creativity and giving. Las Vegas is run by sex and money.



Being surrounded by so much commercialism, quantity rather than quality, arrogant, unfriendly people, vendors, casino addicts who spend hours in front of a slot machine or roulette table, losing their fortunes...



We couldn't take it for much longer so after about 3 hours, we hit the road again.

We reached Flagstaff and that was the end of L.'s participation in my trip. She took her flight back to Austin and I continued again solo.

Flagstaff is a key stop on the legendary route 66.



Other than this city being a constant explosion of live music, it's full of route 66 landmarks. I even paid a visit to the Museum club, one of the oldest and most well-known dance clubs in the US.



When talking about a dance club though, we are not referring to a night club. This is all about line dancing, country music, big leather boots and cowboy hats. The night I went there wasn't that much dancing going on, but the cowboys had certainly walked in after tying their horses round the back.



And then, I even got the chance to see the route 66 annual car show, with all sort of imaginative creations and car-pimping.



During my 2-3 days in Flagstaff I got to meet an Ozzie kid who was planning to hitchhike to the Grand Canyon. So, here I am with N. my new travel partner, getting ready to head towards the canyon. :)

M.

10/09/2009

"Welcome home!"
It all started with this phrase and a big hug coming from a completely naked man in eye-protective goggles, as I was going through the gates of Black Rock City. I was finally on the playa, as it's called. I was at the Burning Man festival.



A lot of you might ask "What is Burning Man? Where does it take place?". As far as the location goes, it's simple. It happens in the middle of nowhere. In Nevada, in the Black Rock desert, a huge open, flat, empty space that is covered by tons of fine, alcaline, white dust. Now, as for what... it's difficult to explain. Each person who has been would give a completely personal, different explanation of what Burning Man is. And every single one of them would be right. If I take the plain, apt elements of which is comprises, I would say it is a gathering of approximately 40.000 people in that desert, who spend a whole week in a city that gets constructed just for the purposes of this event. It then gets torn back down (or parts of it even burnt) and absolutely no trace is left behind. Let's leave it to this description for now.





It was only friday when I entered, three days before the official opening of the festival, so not everything (or everyone) was in place yet. Nevertheless, this was no more a plain, empty, flat, endless desert space. Camping structures were being raised all around, people on their bicycles roaming between everybody else, large scale art being built at various spots throughout the playa and in the middle of it all, the man; the big human-like structure, built on top of a large, well-designed wooden base whose fate was known to us all: to be burnt to the ground.









I was already awed by the things I was witnessing. People's creativity and imagination at full throttle, showing their true selves, expressing the inner-most desires without any inhibitions. My friends were telling me: you haven't seen nothing yet. Just wait until next week...





Even from the very first hours, while I was helping D. set up her camp, the dust storms began and I realised what it was all about. It was now obvious why a breathing mask and goggles are the two most vital items to have with you at burning man.



And that got even more ridiculous, considering that there we were, inside a shade structure (which does not, by any means, keep all dust out), in the middle of a crazy dust storm, with googles and masks on the face, squashing avocados for guacamole. Indeed, we might be talking about radical self reliance, but some people bring as much as they can out there and as we were part of a program for which we would cook dinner for some of the artists (which is how we got early entry passes), we had to go the extra mile and cook properly.





As days were passing, more and more burners arrived. More camps set up, more crazy structures everywhere, more happy people,



more sights that make you double-take on a regular basis.



Finding my camp, and more specifically my tent&van inside my camp, was becoming more and more difficult by the day. Every morning that I would wake up, I would find all my landmarks to have been swallowed by something bigger, fluffier, louder, more colorful.





On tuesday I discovered The Temple. Arguably the most important and powerful piece of art on the playa. It is a wooden structure, as big as a 3-storey comfortable house for a family of 5, located far behind the man, on the opposite side of all campers. A lot of people kept telling about how important it is to all burners, how emotionally charged it is and how its burn is for many the highlight of the week. I couldn't quite grasp all that until I actually experienced it. When I spent my first sunrise there, I felt everything everyone was telling me. People write on its wooden walls all their deepest sorrows, their most hidden secrets, their strongest feelings. When the temple gets burnt to the ground, they feel all that gets released. They are free and they have once again shared a moment with their lost and loved ones. Looking at the temple's structure under the pale early morning light, I felt how emotionally charged that piece of art is. I cannot explain it. No one can explain it. It is something you need to experience and "touch" in order to grasp it. (Just like practically everything else in Burning Man, but anyway...).



And then, leaning against it's well-designed railings, accompanied by hundreds of people who are there, silent, waiting for the new day to come, the sun pops its head from behind the mountains, far in the horizon. Everyone starts to howl and scream and clap their hands. They celebrate another free day, another happy day, another bright day. They appreciate the moment and get pleasure off the simple things. They share their joy with random strangers by hugging them and smiling at them. And all this while somewhere around there, there is a group of people dressed up as sharks, circling 3 guys on their bicycles.






In the days that followed, I witnessed all sorts of unexplainable madness. Crazy bicycle contraptions,



vehicles so bizarrely transformed they become the so-called mutant vehicles



and tent structures that keep you hooked for an hour, admiring them and trying to figure out how the hell someone built that. Or you may be wondering through complete nothingness, in the middle of a whiteout, as the winds are blowing strong and you can't see a thing, but suddenly a figure will appear and as you are approaching it, you will realise it is a man who has gotten off his bike and is playing the trumpet.



Then of course we have the typical trip to the toilet, from which you get back to your friends 2 hours later, because in that 300 meter distance of the return trip, you end up drinking two strong drinks, the contents of which are unknown to you, receiving a foot massage by a big, fat, gay dude and showing your balls to the world simply because you are wearing a tu-tu and it's easy.



Hell, there was even a huge rocket ship being built out there that they were planning to launch.



And all this orchestrated by all sorts of music and melodic sounds, coming from all directions. Ahhh... The beauty of creative randomness.







So what is Burning Man?



For some, it's a holiday. Others see it as a big, out-of-control party. Or maybe an place to show off their art. A lot of people see it as intense meditation and a strong spiritual experience. I have heard someone say that for them, it is a ritual and a way to break out of their emotional dead-ends. Personally... I saw a combination of it all. It is finally an opportunity for people to break free from all inhibitions, all society-imposed "shoulds", all shames and man-made behavior rules, all obligations to others and to one's self. It is incredibly heart-warming and it gives great hope for the future to see what people are capable of and what great potential and creativity they have, when they just let go and make their deepest, most intense desires come true. And the mere fact that for once, even if it's just for a week out in the desert, everyone is exactly who they want to be. There is no holding them back. They interact, they share, they love, they shout, they get naked and go rollerblading, they give away gifts and expect nothing but a smile in return, they do the silliest and most absurd thing a human being could possibly come up with and everyone else will think nothing of it, other than to appreciate and applaud it.



Burning Man is all that and more. I don't think there is any reason to write any more about it. I probably can't do it justice. The photos speak for themselves. Although they probably can't do it justice either. But I know. I was there and everytime I think about those ten days and look at the photos, I get a silly smile on my face and the emotions in my head explode and escape through my eyes in liquid format and with a strange gleam arising from my ecstatic, adrenaline-pumped joy. I invite you to treat yourself one day to the same emotional, mental and physical roller-coaster. :)




***
Another sunrise... Another howl... Another smile and another tear... Another hug... Yet one more hug... A hug you don't want to let go from. A moment you don't want to let go from... A life you don't want to let go from... A life full of expressions, emotions, freedom, love and all those wonderful things that give you the reasons to rise, to howl, to smile, to cry, to hug...

Live!
Love!
Hug!
Express yourself!
Be free!
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M.